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Saturday, September 09, 2006, 1:10 AM
its nearly 2am in the morning.. and i'm nt feeling sleepy of any sort.. nt been a very good day frm the start.. 4.30am in the morning kenna scolded frm my lao peii.. nvm.. continue sleep.. woke up a few hours later.. washed up.. ate abit and mapled.. normal proccedure to miie.. been doing it the whole week..after that..... haiis.. dun wanna talk bout it.. just take it as a normal everyday for the average singaporean.. so.. reached home at 6pm.. travelled round pasir ris without saying much to anyone.. ohh and lai-lai msn miie in the afternoon.. had a good chat wib her.. realli long time no see le.. aniwae.. she encouraged miie quite abit.. lightened my mood.. thx girl.. =) tt nitex conversation was... hmph.. bold.. dissapointing.. and yea well.. heart-breaking.. guess tt's why i'm still sitting here in front of the com instead of lying on my bed.. nth much to say about it.. wad ii wanted was the truth.. and it was the truth ii gt.. ii should be happy.. argghh.. felt as though ii lost every motivation ii had left.. no smiles, no laughter, just painn.. allowing urself to be used.. was more painfull den ii had ever imagined.. even though.. ii still had hope.. Those words.. i'll rmb them like crystal.. ii didn't desearve them.. after all tt ii did for uu.. NOW GET THE FUCKING HELL AWAY FROM ME |