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Friday, December 15, 2006, 10:04 PM
3hr of sleep and i'm moving around singapore again.. went out wif eugene todae.. met up at whitesand go eat first.. we found some NICE food in the foodcourt although it clearly burned a hole in our pocket.. $1.50 for a CAN drink.. OMFG..decided to head to downtown and walk.. jovy supplied miie wif ciggarettes.. wee! red though.. zzz.. but they went to vivo-city to work.. ended up going to funan looking at game consoles.. i think i got brainwashed alrdy.. monday buying PSP for myself... OMG $450 out of my wallet again.. haiis.. bo bian.. ii noe it hurts but while i'm blogging it i'm still DETERMINED to buyit on monday.. nth seems to be able to stop me now.. LOL.. except for some emergancy "social issues" =).. The 1 and onli thing.. i'll never EVER compromise on.. XD you noe.. its been a long time since i felt.. that familier warmth.. the sweet comfort.. and the security of knowing that there'll always be someone with me.. well i'll tell u this.. its something none of us cannot live without.. however.. there is also the fact.. that it can be found it many other ways.. its just desire of our harrts.. in reality no one has ever hurt us.. instead.. its the very longing to "have" that kills us inside.. where no one else can reach.. no one but us.. i'm simply no longer the person u want me to be.. everything that u thought that i wud be will fall right in front of u.. its nt the dissapearing of the pain.. but rather the numbness to it.. |