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Tuesday, April 10, 2007, 10:08 PM
This is going to be a ridiculously long post alryte? haha! met milstein to go somewhat "cut" his hair. i'm like -_-" cause his hair is alrdy freakin short lurhh? spotted something on his neck, and i'm like.. " hehehe naughty ahh" but so?! its natural man ! anyway by the age 17 and still "nth" would mean the guy's backside exchanged places with his face at birth. LOL-ing man. anyway, we had nth to do the whole day hurh? went to TM slack again. saw this dumb malay boy smoking, he seemed to be afraid that the ciggarette would explode in his face. lmao ! den he started dodging the smoke like it was poison. freaking funny la hor. finished my Dunhill packet today, haiis. 20 sticks only 2 days? what's wrong with me? i used to only be able to finish 8 sticks in 2 days, & and up throwing the remaining sticks away. now not enough man ! sad case la me. i don't even think i'm that stressed anymore lorhh. unless its subconscious? who know's? i can't even understand myself ! whole day i'm emo, emo and more emo. Band had their syf today, they got silver? den viola said the whole band cried, me and mils was like. silver very bad mehh? end up we found out they were happy. haha ! wtf lorhh. mils ended up dota-ing in my house, den viola went to meet him. accompanied the 2 couple at mac's while waiting for my mum. milstein is one lucky bitch la hor, girlfriend so caring. quite sweet to see a couple being themselves infront of you hurh? lmao. when will i get mine? xD dun worry ! soon hurh? i can actually see her approaching. ohh ! haha crapps. you peepis got problem reading this post? all cramped up together. LOl-ing i haven read it too. haha! alryte ! enough of happy. i stay too long in happy mood i feel like a yuppy. Gray skies and heavy clouds are my kind of thing hurh? den there'll be thick eyeliner eyes walking around and junk flying everywhere. remind me of good charlotte's music video. Been wondering these few days too. how will this turn out? looking at it, your not going to make this very easy. i don't expect it to be anyway. & i've been too much too. who was i to do that to you? do i even stand a chance now? or are you just too tired? i'd like to explain all the troubles in my head. but each time i try to they hide themselves between my skull. & i end up with nth left to say. i'm worried. worried, anxious? i can't stop thinking bout how u feel. will i end up being the fool again this time? or do i deserve it? its the reality of denial. There's no escaping it. cause the only way out is you. its as though i'm being squeezed in a box, slowly each day passes it gets tighter. will u give me your hand? walk side by side again. but then again. clear ur heart of everything. arghh fuck this !when you cry. Don't tell me over the phone. Cause i want to be there for you. but till then, keep smiling. =) |