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Yes its been another long while since i've been here, guess this the place i come to when i really have nth or no one else to turn to. At least its a place of serenity for me, you know? Some peace at last, where i can play my music ; where i can hear the raindrops.

Looking back, im not who i thought i would be. A disappointment or an achievement no one or nothing can judge, its just the way we humans are! What could've been, what might have happened, what the consequences are, we've all learnt to accept it one way or another.

Maybe all along, i was the one afraid ? The one running ? After all the talk about me facing problems, was it all really a fake iron wall i put up to bring up my self esteem ? Watashiwa anata no aishiteru ! wakateru ?! heh, dameda. Dareka, tasuketa kure.

There are so many sides to a problem. 1st dimension would be a line, 2nd dimension wud be 2 joined lines, 3rd dimension would be a soild, & they say that the 4th dimension is time. Put them together u get a full problem, ive got lots of those.

Either im going crazy, or this is how the last dance is supposed to be. oh ive seen them, how years of kinship disappears after exchanges of a few words, things that cross the 4th dimension nvr return, be it good or bad. Its a circle, its never new, its just the same thing at another starting point.

Patrick's got some problems over at his side, life of a gangster, its really poetry in motion. & im a bystander waiting for the sky to rain tears of blood. Seriously,

I DON'T CARE ANYMORE
There really isn't anyone you can trust except yourselF
believe it