Whats happening? Everythings a mess, i really don't understand anything. From minor matters to serious matters, if i close my eyes its all the same. I sit in school, dazing out the window. Wondering what life's like outside, why can't i find a reason to stay?

Went to class for 15mins, met clique at Kenny's before heading to tampines mall. Talked and slacked, the same sickening thing everyday. Ever noticed, the amount of things people have to talk about everytime they meet out. In 24hours another human can do so many things which lasts as a topic for others to talk about in time to come.

Right now everything's like a game of blackjack, deathmatch style. Alright I've been dealt a #15 hand, lucky ain't? I don't have much of a choice except to draw. Great i get an ace, 16 now. 2 options. I can give this a stick and see if i can beat the dealer at his own game, or wait this out and draw another card. So okay, i decide to take a step further. I get a #2, & there's no point in leaving it at 18 since i'm at 4 cards. Lets reconsider whats at stake, i might lose a friend, she's the cause of my smile, the main axis my world revolves round, someone i would never want to lose. Alright, 1 card remaining. If i get a total below 21 heck everything's mine, doubled at that. What i'm currently afraid to lose will instead double in status. Hell yeah tempting eh? Alright, 22 and above, i lose DOUBLE. Well here's another fact for you guys, i'm 1 greedy bastard, i can take all day thinking whether to take that another card. But to me, at the end of the day, i must get what i want.

& so i draw that 1 card, i don't plan to open it. No not yet, i don't care about whether the dealer is waiting. Cause when i open this card, i want everything, to double. This is the last dance, i'm done after this, really.

This photo just came in, like fucking cool right?


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