The phone rings no more, the fine line between love&hate
Face to face we don't speak the unspoken, the melancholy kills

The dates on the calender don't register with how i feel, time lapse
I'm unsure of what this is, loneliness or happiness, wait a minute.
Whose feelings are you speaking of in the 1st place?
Somehow somewhere during it all i lost track of time, slow or fast i can't tell

Is this torture or the result?
Am i numb or is this the way it was intended to be?
Its all the same, isn't it?
Its always the same.

I wanna know, is this a friends' fight or potential future?
Cause right now its the calm before the storm & the rainbow after the storm isn't looking promising.

I look at you, & i know what my hearts saying
but in the dead of the night when i'm here sitting alone why does it hurt this badly when the only thing left that matters doesn't bother at all why does this decision have to hurt i knew the roads were gonna go this way and i was supposed to be prepared for this solitude journey but even now after what seems to be so long since the mutual blockade i can't whether its my brain or my heart thats leading and tugging and pulling me to seek for you so so so badly.

Am i suffering ?
Someone, please tell me.



I'm a fool for you, but maybe. I know, that babe..
imma go commit suicide anytime soon if this continues.