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1st things first, my com has fucked up on me. NO sound, NO start menu, NO programs working. I can still sign in on msn but conversations are another thing, im glad firefox still works so i can be here rambling.

New year's eve people, reunion dinner tonight. And tomorrow im gonna go visit my ancient relatives, that only speak hokkian and who knows what others. I'm not excited or happy or.. whatever festive mood? Its so much different from when you're young, that fluttery feeling in your stomach everytime this time of the year comes by. Missed my 17th year because of something, 18th year opened my eyes, and now 19th, what happened to all the fun ?

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I suddenly remembered what happened on last years chinese new year visiting. Guo ping was overseas, yong jian and linda was over at aunties house having dinner and couldn't come out till late, which left with Milstein and viola, me and li jia. And yes the seperation of commas are exactly as u think they are. I still remember 2 others or so, but bad day because mils and viola argued, over attitude problems. Me and li jia followed suite not long later, over gambling or something. All of us ended up downstairs smoking and the cold war ensued.

Blood really got to my head that day. Hahaha but at that moment i never imagined things would lead things to where i am presently. And i bet, each of us regret a little bit of what we did back then. I bet that deep down each of us wished that we'd have said 1 lesser sentance each. Oh well things are over now, and like they say, out with the old and in with the new (dont mean it that way). So lets see what's with this year new year =D