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Been feeling real moody this few days, sorry to the people i've shown black face or attitude. Or sorry for sitting alone at a corner myself and keeping quiet, i tend to do that when im not feeling very happy at the moment. But i still do laugh alot, and i'll try to be a happier person starting tmr :D

Walked around tm, met up with a few people. Talked abit, than smth happened, shall not elaborate but i panicked and didn't knw what to do. But everything calmed down a lil while later so its alright. Watched celestine do homework and rub her Domo-kun all over her face outside krtc before heading home.

Barry ah barry, its time to get your act up together. Stop being so spineless and have that confidence in yourself that was there only a few months ago. i know i can do it :D

No more sad poems,
Or sad phrases that depict my life,
Cause from now on, im gonna make it a happy one.
This is it, its my time, Berries is back to stay baby oh yeah.

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So yeah couldn't find much things to do in front of the com. Decided to type some nonsense here, if there is nonsense to type also anyways. Got debar-ed from tomorrow's morning lesson while the afternoon lesson has been permanently taken off so im OFFICIALLY on off day tomorrow :D

I'm gonna sleeeeep in for tomorrow but to do that i'll need a schedule for tonight's events. Cause i really dont wanna be sitting here till 3am where i'm finally sleepy. Talked to tiffany on msn just now, felt alot better. Thanks :D i know what i should do now.

Thinking back i've really been a fool, like what i used to tell myself. We're too young to look cool carrying the burden all by ourselves. Maybe i've changed alot, but we're all humans. And its only natural to keep moving forward, to grow, to learn as each obstacle stands in our way.

I've got a real big one in my way now, but by hook or by crook im gonna get by this no matter what. Nothing in this world, will last if its something based on emotion alone. The things that really last, are all decided upon, not by feeling but by a choice. Feeling and emotions change like the seasons and fade away, but if its a choice, made by yourself, then the only way it'll change is if the whole person changes along with it.

An example would be... if you're gonna marry someone cause of feeling alone. What if 1 day that feeling fades, does your marriage go along with it and die ? The word 'i do' means so much more than an agreement, it on its own is a choice decided by the feeling called 'love'.

Why am i preaching on my blog ? This is what boredom does to you, oh well. New year resolutions.... i dont bother making them cause i knw ill never get it done. But if its for the sake of saying than it would be to.....

1.Quit smoking ?
2.Quit getting into trouble.

Thats about it. LOL ! Simple ! Good start ! K, end of report.

I miss you so.