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I would very much like to say, Fuck friends. Right nw, but that would contradict everything i've put effort into up till now.

I would very much like to lock myself up in my room listening to music the whole day, but there'll be people asking me to get out.

I would very much like to sit there and think for hours, thinking of why and how, but all the thinking would be useless anyway.

I might start hating you, for this.
I might irk at the sight of you sometime soon.
I might change and go back on all the words i've said.
Why'd you toy with my feelings than throw me away like a rag doll.

Why ?