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No. 365 post for this blogger account. In other words 1 year worth of posts. So, whats changed since the 1st post to this post ? Well i can't really remember much, but i know my ex-girlfriend created it for me. The 1st post was also made by her, subsequently the rest were just all my ramblings.

School, tampines mall, pasir ris. Slack all the way, see i reduced it to only 1 word per post now =D Panda came over to look for me, walked everywhere with him. Damn sick of his face, haha joking. I'm home early today anyways, before 10pm infact. Amazing right ? Planned to keep at least 10 sticks with me by the end of today but it seems im short of 2. Oh well, its enough to get me by tomorrow so what the heck. Already planning to skip lessons tomorrow, do something interesting instead.

On a more personal note, woke up real early this morning. Had a nightmare, but i can't put my finger on what it was anymore. Scary / Sad enough to jolt me out of my sleep anyways. Sat there reliving the moments last night, a tinge of regret and sadness overtook. Stoned there for what seemed like ages, before i got up to go to school. The days ahead all look so similiar to this one, i can see it coming.

I'll never know if i did the right thing,
But it'll be as if i never existed, leaving no traces of myself.

I'll admit this,
Days your not around feel so glum.

Don't worry,
Times when people ask you where i am will pass soon.

But through everything said & done,
You're someone very dear to me, special, irreplaceable.

And though it hurts like hell,
I hope you find someone that'll be more than me.

This is what, how, why,
People love.