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So here's a post for today DONE today. Haha time lapse la siol ~! but didn't do much also la, woke up and rotted at home till wenhui called. Went to cut my hair, and back to 418 to slack. Just when i thought i went back to being full-of-life again, if u get what i mean.

Lonely day infact, came home at 8pm. Early right ? i bet my father was shocked to see me walk through the door when the lights were still on. Can't help it also anw, got school tmr. But i swear ill be out of that place before 2pm, if not i'll die. See what my plans are tmr when i wake up in the morning. Cause i seriously cant think of anything right now.

70% chance ill end up at krtc. Maybe i'll go play pool for a lil while, its sad for us tertiary students. Cause the end of school holidays dont bring the 1 single good thing of missing your friends & that you'll get to see them again kinda thing. Either way without a phone you're NOT gonna meet your friends in school. So you kids out there, restrictions ARE good sometimes.
Sometimes!

Oh well, its approaching the end of the day. Another experiment gone by, another failure, another beating, another answer. I'm gonna go brood over the same things tonight again, saddening but definately not something you can just leave hanging like that.

Forgetting all the hurt inside you learnt to hide so well
Pretending someone else cant come & save me form myself
I can't be who you are
When my time comes forget the wrong i've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Dont resent me when your feeling empty
Keep me in your memories
Leave out all the rest.
I'm so afraid to say i'll give up.
Cause i really dont want to.