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Contemplating completely switching this blog to private use. Where there can only be a handful of people who reserves the importance to me to read.

Attended the funeral today. I hope i don't have to attend another one like it again. Its really saddening to see a friend suffer a loss like this so suddenly. Stay strong, we're here.

Wish i could say the same for myself. Things haven't been going very well. All the thinking isn't helping at all, and for the future to come.. i'll take it step by step. I know its going to be a very rough time, but we'll pull thru. I guess.

With the falling of night i still see the dark clouds,
Even without sight, the wind bends the trees like twigs.
If this is fear i see, why aren't i running.
Silence before the storm ; Sunshine after the storm.
Behold the severity.
Right now, i really feel like falling apart.
Leaving no one to pick me up.