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Its been a while. Since i've felt this way. Most of the times, i'm transforming the feeling into either sadness, or hurt. Twisting the story till it becomes a perfect reason/excuse for me to feel that way.

I don't know what sparks this off, maybe the fact that i've had a long day. Or if its because i watched you hang that "deep in thoughts face" the whole day. Trying so hard to cheer you up, make you smile, help you forget whats bothering you.

And in the end when i just have a simple request it seems i need to queue and take a number and wait for my turn before it can happen.

Yeah its been awhile. I'm not upset, i very much think that this time.
I'm pissed.