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Went to school this morning to find my class ended. Played pool with honey at safra, skipped my next lesson. Went back home with her, let the super sick girl sleep for close to 5hours. Woke her up for dinner, and gamed a little. Sent her to Mrt startion, bought my soyabean drinks and Bak kwa costing me a total of $10. Came home played Blackshot and now i'm writing this block of words before i go to sleep because ITE Tampines Meed 2A lesson starts at 8.15am tomorrow morning.

Fucked up anot? Oh did i mention SH called to say she won't re-enrol me in for inconsistent attendance? Sigh. I really don't see where any of this is going. Maybe i should just go to army.. There all i have to worry about is when is meal time and when will night come.

So much like secondary school uh ? But this time we get paid. Cons of army ? NO LIFE. I want to work (a proper hourly paid job) with no funny conditions for my pay to come in so and so forth to get my motorbike. I really can't stand taking public transport anymore. I wanna ride thru and fro whenever where-ever i like, i wanna feel the thrill of the speed.

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What should i do now? I feel so lost.