Haha, been very long since i blogged ? Wonder if within the next week will anyone even read this .. well do leave a note if you do. Life's been good, more or less anyway. Luck's not been on my side recently. 1 obvious thing would be my $200 fine fron NEA.

But nevermind, i've been living the good life for a very long time. About time something like this came along to remind me of what's ahead. Ahead, haha. What a word, 5 letters than practically mean everything.

Darling, You decide what is given and what isn't. Its your life, ultimately. And i only ask for 1 thing from you, and in essence its one of the most abundant thing around. But yet again, when you think about it. Everything else needs this to exist at the same time.

Work requires time, playing requires time, eating requires time.
And yes, that means that my very existence is of the same value as any of the above. Because all i ever want, is your time. Cause while everyone overlooks something as important as this, i want it the most among everything else.


" A priest once met a beggar outside his church begging for food. And this particular beggar was in fact a very well known priest & a very dear friend to this priest years before. After approahcing and realising so, the priest handed to him 2 pieces of brown bread and some water. Out of curiosity he sat next to his old friend and asked, " what has happened dear friend, to put you in such a state ?" . The beggar told the priest, " Oh friend, nothing drastic or dire had happened to put me where i am now, its by my own will that i wish to be who i am now. "

Now this startled the priest a lot. And he asked his old friend " why is it so ? ". And the beggar told the priest this,

" Would anyone else rejoice over 2 pieces of brown bread and a cup of water the same way i do so now ? "


" Sometimes in life, you make a decision not to become the very thing that you hate in your own life. But as years go by, without realising it you turn more and more into it. "

I've lived my life never regretting anything i decide on. And i've vowed never to become the man that my father is to me this very day. And i realised long ago, that it isn't because no one cares when i fall. But its because of what kind of treatment do i want to feel, when i fall, that matters. And in turn, i will only seek that person that can make me feel that way. At the end of the day, it resides on who you want to fall on instead. No one's actually ever gone.

And if 1 day i do fall apart, its you whom i want to fall onto.


Baby this is for you. To serve as a reminder for your emotions.
i love you so much, i really do.