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I have honestly never, expected a period of time like this to come. Maybe i was overconfident, arrogant or some people might say, ignorant. However, i'd say it was just the usual hard headed me. Refusing to bow down to anything that forces itself on me, resisting the waves that come pounding on my soul.

Though this time. I really can't find the strength to stand up anymore. It isn't the same, this time around. I don't see the light at the end of the tunnel. I know i'm drowning, and even though i'm eaching for the dim light with everything i've got. Some things, are just like you in the deep blue ocean alone.

Every single rule, that i have lived my life by.
Ima wa, saigomade da. Watashi wa, mo shinjiranai. Hotoni, gomenasai.

It took me this long. To realise that. And how things go beyond this point, how i will begin to look at things in this new light. Where i'll end up, who i will become. You don't have to worry, you've changed me, from the inside out. You tore me to pieces, and left me to pick it all up again.

Thank you. With this, i think i can face the world now. When it rears its ugly face at me again the next time. I'll be prepared to accept it. Because you have forced me to, as much as i detested it. I stare it head on now.

Welcome back Barry. This is the world. She is the results of it.
You can't escape it. Embrace it.
This is my life.

They say guys are all bad.
When girls like you, are the precise reason why guys turn bad.
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Because when we give our all, and hope for a future.
You flip open a book, and give me the regret that'll last a life time.
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And after everything has been said and done.
At the end of the day, all you can do, is sit there and watch. Enjoying the ride, as always.