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Okay, its either i dont knw where to start, or if i should even start relaying the events. From the very start of the chalet problems were arising, could't get room key lah, applicant not answering phone lah, no confirmation cannot continue lah blah blah blah. Waited it out, finally got in and the normal BBQ session started, chit chat, ate drink joke around. In my case playing around for around 2hr with flour water bombs pails, rubbing against ppl with my sticky flour-y body and taking photos. Messed up my hair which i took special time to make but it was fun lah, laughed damn hard.

Late night came, and the crowd wasn't really going back. Some of them drank in the room, buying seperate vodka's/tequila and if i rmb about total of 4 bottles? Birthday toasts was enough to make me drunk before i could start drinking on my own accord. i only remember people running around in the room, screaming, puking, laughing, flashing lights. Funniest thing was suddenly, POP ! out came wenfen infront of my face amoung the commotion. She either came in quite early and i took quite awhile to notice her or my reaction slow. The nonsense continued for awhile before i decided to close down the first day of my chalet, with me half drunk. Fen took good care of me, at least i can remember that bah, she dragged me all over the place. haha! cleaned up, walked wenfen home tgth with mils before accompanying mils to walk home via connector.

Waited for wenny fenny under my block for awhile before heading home to bathe and change and down again to coffee express for supper, or for my case fruits and teh bing. Chatted with shan for about an hour ? or so, damn cute lah i laughed till i was sober. After that walked home with wenfen chatting away till nearly 7am in the morning, i dont how how we can talk so much. But eventually we fell asleep also la, woke up because she wanted to hear some koala bear song and watch japanese game shows on youtube. I ended up laughing my guts out watching it also lah, fucking stupid. Fell asleep after that again, till keefe The Gay Boizx came over. Talked a little, then headed for breakfast/lunch at whitesand, slept at wenfen's living room after taking a Flu pill, and felt much better after that. Luckily she dolled up in that amount of time, or i swear its gonna be boring waiting for her to put on make up for EST : 2Hours and counting. Walked to chalet, Oh and FYI this is already the 2nd day of the chalet, the blogging sequence so weird cause of the time lapse.

Didn't do much there but Wenfen and Cass sis accompanied me back home to cut cake with my family. Very usual conversations with my parents with ALWAYS dont turn out good, except for my Mummy who is always so good to me :D and from here on out. If you know about it don't talk about it, and if you don't, please don't bother asking about it. Its all still a whirlwind in my head, and im still confused, and hope things get sorted out real soon.

Thanks to everyone that came and wished me. Despite the conditions im really happy most of you guys stayed and waited it out to the end with me. Thanks everyone.

And for you, i don't have much words of thanks.
Its more of gratitude, to have someone this caring.
Thinking back through everything, you were there every step of the way.
You know, i've never had a friend like this, and i dont know how to deal with this.
Whether / how i should repay you, accept such kindness and act as if its nth and smile.

You had my attention, i wouldn't care if everyone left the chalet as long as you were there with me. The smiles and laughter we share are different from the ones i have with the rest, and im very thankful i had someone like you there for me all the way for the 3 days this torture has been. I'm 18 here on out, and if things are gonna be like this for the next part of my life..

i don't wanna see anyone die, but i'd hate to see you leave even more.
Cause in life, why it happens is never as important as how you deal with it.
i've never needed anyone this much in my life, everything's alright, when im next to you.